sejak kebelakangan ini..

aq semakin sukakan (obses) dengan coklat..

apakah petanda ini..

p/s: aq masi bingung pabila ada orang selalu kaitkan coklat dengan masalah kegemukan..apa kes kan..

..i'm in no mood suddenly..don't want to talk n hardly to laugh..

y??

maybe it was because several things that i should let it go away (as 1 of my bestie told me to do so..it was a great advie n i accept it)unless i want to hurt myself to the fullest..wth..

p/s: aq juga insan biasa..punya tahap kesabaran y tertentu..

bila aku sedar siapa kamu yang sebenarnya..

susah la maw label ko teman jenis apa..

hanya tyme tertentu baru cari aq

aishhh..

teman..apa itu teman..

p/s: wah2..over pla ne..hua2..mcm jiwg pun ada...

its hard to satisfy anor rather than ourself,

i juz find it causing me a great pain n it was so hard to cure it,

nangis atau bahasa bajaunya cry..

pompuan suka nangis..(cehhs..ya la sgt kan)

aQ bukan x suka sgt..tp aq xsuka ngs tnpa sbb..(wah3..mcm over)

tp kan lahiriah nya pompuan suka ngs wlupn hal2 kecil

aQ pun ngs jg kdg2..tp ngs tyme tensen sgt n ada sbb2 y munasabah (mst ada kwn2 y bc ne mcm nk tmuntah kn..rileks ah bro@sis..hehe)

dlu tyme aq form4..aq nda ngs pun tyme tgk crita pasal keibuan err..alamak lupa ah tajuk dia..tp y aq ingt sgt..lagu tema dia d-nyanyikan olh datuk cT..

ok2..br goggle td trus ingt..tjuk movie pendek tu 'airmata ibu' mst korg pena tgk..

plakon watak ibu tu dilakokn olh puan wan nur azlin..err kalu nda silap aq la kan..

cerita tu dr awl smpi la hbs..asik ngs ja..kalu aq kumpul ayaq mata tu mmg pnuhla setempayan..

aQ tgk dgn kwn skola kat uma kwn..tyme tu aq stay asrama..asrama kan mna ble tgk tv sesuka ati..

tyme tgk tu..mmg hbs ah tisu kleenex uma kwn aq (ema rinah bt mansur..full name gitu) kwn2 aq ngs sblm, sedang n slepas crita tu berlangsung..fuuyohh..tgk brapa byk airmata da tubik..he3

dan aq pla dgn kool nya (adoi na..) err dgn tada prasaannya hnya tgk ja situasi sedemikian..

pas kejadian tu kwn2 aq dgn selambanya cop aq keras ati..aq pun selamba ah terima kan..(pancingan..err ne hnya dak asrama skola aq ja fhm..he3)

tp skrg ne aq pndai la ngs2 kalu tgk crita sedey bangat..

hehe..

lagipun, ada sorang geng aq tu pena ckp..'tak bgs kalu kita ngs tuk bnda2 y remeh-temeh..lagi bgs kita ngs kerna Tuhan yakni Allah swt..spt mnginsafi dosa2 lampau..then bertekad tuk xmelakukan dosa itu di kemudian hari'..

kemudian, dari situ la..aq memasang tekad tuk x suka ngs2 @ jd cengeng..

tp aq juga insan lemah..kdg2 menangis jg la kalu da tensen sgt dgn plbagai jenis masalah yg x usah la aq senaraikan..

tapi ngs sbnarnya bgs tuk kesihatan..misalnya;

-membersihkan mata..(air mata tu la)

-menenangkan diri..(ada fakta sains yang terbukti sahih)

-release tension..

-dll y korg rasa logik akal la (hehe..malas nak auta lebih2..krg kna sman pla kalu auta org)

so, as a conclusion..

menangis tidak bererti kamu lemah..

hehe..

sekian, tqvm..

p/s: mak aq bilang aq tyme kecik2 dlu kuat ngs (si cengeng..huhuhu)..fakta ne disokong olh para pmbantu uma@ kakak2 yg penah jaga aq masa kecik dlu..aiya..

peringatan:(khas tuk aq sorg)

-tuto kamis ne jam10-11(trade..sila siapkan jawpn)

-beli lappy (hehehe..ketika mnulis ne hati penulis berbunga n berlagu tik tok-kesha)

-beli brg2 (siapkan snarai dlu)

-siapkan bajet 2010 (wah2)

-siapkan asg trade (anta feb)

-baca IHL..wat soaln..xfhm tnya cik danie n farid..

-cek emel ari2..

-buka lerng care n zone..tgk update tkini

-print notes (wajib..!)

p/s: aq da wat peringatan kt hp tp gatl tgn..tdelete smua..sgt bgus kn..olh kerna tiap ari (kdg2 ja) aq buka blog..so bgs wat peringtn pntg2 kt blog..sush lg tu mw dlete kn..he3.. planner pla..tgl kngn..wah..kalu bliaw taw..hbs kna mara..tu la aq maw planner y kecik.nda maw bg..bg planner bsar2..ermm sbr ja la..

aQ boring..

cehhs..

tapi xsedar byk keja mlambak2 kena siapkn dgn kadar segera..

sok cuti..(sempena bday Sultan Kedah..daulat tuanku)

tpi terperap lam hutan..

teringat pla dgn c borinG..aishhh...

semakin malas update blog..

SEBAB laptop yg da berusia 2 tahun++ (bli awl taun2007) ne wat masalah besar..(ciss..alasan la tu)

sedang tertunggu2 kemasukan fulus..

owhh sgt xda duit..

nak bli buku..act lagi..>> sbg contoH;

smuaY perlukan sejumlah duit yang besar nilaiY..

*bukan act ne y aq maw bli..CMSa..dll y wajib beli..owhh ya..mr.lappy pun wajib bli..he3..

kini tertarik dengan ini..(sbg mngubat ati y lara..isk3)

sbg ganti epal tu..aq tgk2 dell n toshy..sila link..

amacam ok ka???..

aku kecewa..huhuhu..

atas sebab2 yang tidak payah aq explain..

aihh..mmg dasar janji melayu..

benci nya taw..

p/s: sangat geram bila ada orang x menunaikan janjinya terhadapku..geram sgt2..mcm nk ngs ja..huhuhuhuhuh..

sekarang baru aq taw kesusahan menjadi researcher..huhu..

ok da xda masa ne..

nak solat.mandi..pastu pg meting..

sbelum tu pekena donut 3 keping (hahaha..sah2 bukan aq kalu mkn sekeping ja kan)..

n minum koko panas..

pastu smpat melihat2 epal y bole taip2 n ada sora kluar drinya..

masakan ada epal mcm tu kan..oleh itu sila link>>>

p/s:penat suda berfikir..hnya harapan y boleh membantu aq tuk mndapatkannya..huhuhu..

ohh no..

i should not doing such thing..

i become addicted to it now..

omgucci..i should not craving for that expensive things..

i must learn to save my money b4 i waste it again

wat should i do..huhuhu

i do fall in love with tuttt*..n its very deeply..truly can't be tolerate..

that exp n such things r:

i) anor nude shoes.

ii) G's bag..

iii) this G watch

or

iv) this perfume made me fall in luv..

v) fancy n lovely maxi dress

p/s: i can buy all these thing in my dream(obviously la..hua3)..its good to be rich n faB..

akhirnya HBR @ lebih dikenali d uum sebagai 'hari2 bas rosak' terbakar di depan perhentian bas dPP petronas malam tadi..

tiada kecederaan n maut direkodkan..

p/s: sila berhati2 sebelum menaiki bas tuk balik..elok juga lah bas tu terbakar..mcm wake-up call tuk empunya syarikat n uni..

tiada lagi HBR..huhu..(mst jezz sedey dgr ne)

Automatic (automatic echo x3)
Automatic (automatic echo x3)

You're automatic and
your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic and
your voice is electric
but do I still believe?

It's automatic
every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It's automatic
when you say things get better
but they never

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

It's so automatic
calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you

It's automatic watching faces
I dont't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic,
systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)

Each step you make
each breath you take
Your heart,
your soul,
remote controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(There's no real love in you)
(There's no real love in you)

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic (echo x3)
There's no real
Automatic (echo x3)
love in you

Automatic (echo x3)
Why do I
Automatic (echo x3)
keep loving you?

Automatic(tokio hotel)


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

Two is better than one (boys like girls)


[Verse 1]
Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday;
You don't see me that way, touch me that way, no more..
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold..

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time,
We can rewind

[Chorus]
If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

[Verse 2]
We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay?
Watching us fading
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in, no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, we can rewind

[Chorus]
If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

[Brigde]
The bond is breaking and it's taking over my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far apart now?

[Chorus]
If you, oh,
If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's lead the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

Avalanche (marie digby)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a free bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
J'veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

bad romance (lady gaga)

Take a Breath
Take it deep
calm yourself,
he says to me
if you play,
you play for keeps
Take the Gun,
and count to three
I’m sweating now..
moving slow..
No time to think,
my turn to go..

And You can See
My Heart Beating..
You Can See it through my chest
Said I’m Terrified
but I’m Not leaving..
I know that I must
Pass This test

SO Just Pull The Trigger
(trigger, trigger)

Say a Prayer, to yourself
he says close your eyes
sometimes it helps
and then I Get, a Scary thought
that is here means he is never lost

And You can See
My Heart Beating
You Can See it through my chest
said I’m Terrified but
I’m Not leaving
know that I must
Pass This test

SO Just Pull The Trigger

And My Life flashes before
my eyes
I’m wondering Will I ever see
another sunrise?
so many won’t get the
chance to say goodbye
but it’s too late to pick up
the value of my life

And You can See
My Heart Bleeding
You Can See it through my chest
said I’m Terrified but
I’m Not leaving
I know thai I must
Pass This test

And You can See
My Heart Beating
You Can See it through my chest
said I’m Terrified but
I’m Not leaving
I know thai I must
Pass This test

SO Just Pull The Trigger..

russian roulette (rihanna)

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

[Chorus]
And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be so warm

[Chorus]

And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

[x2]
Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again

someday (rob thomas)


p/s:
lagu2 ini sebagai penterjemah hati n fikiran aQ..(malas nak tulis blog la tu..hua3..xble thn la..tengs zahid..lagu bes tbaek slalu ko uplod..he3)
entry terpanjang y pernah aq hasilkan..huahuahuahua..